ramblings of an aspiring marine biologist, lover of Jesus, amateaur photographer and general beach bum, ocean junkie, secondlife mermaid. All photographs from the Bahamas are mine, so please be respectful and give credit.

Truth

my ex/first boyfriend/first and only guy i’ve ever fallen in love with got married this past saturday

it’s weird…i guess i was trying to compete with him

 and i lost

like really lost

he’s married

and i’ve been nowhere near in a relationship

and that’s kind of hard to deal with.